Monday, May 7, 2012

I truly BELIEVE it's TRUE


Trying...


I've enjoyed doing this most of the time


I do this quite often


I like this more than anything


And I'm supposed to be CREATIVE ?


Yeah, I think I'll do that TODAY


Don't you think so?


My effort


What do you see?

What I see is me stuck with memories of you and putting a huge effort to let go. I've moved on, I've found someone who's worth fighting for. He loves me for who I am, looks out for me and changed me for the better. I am not going to let this relationship go down the drain just because I can't seem to forget what I had with you. You let me go with ease and ended what we had simply because you couldn't confront me with my mistake so that we can work things out together, as a couple should. I admit, my relationship with him may not be perfect, we argue most of the time and the rest of the time would be spent by setting aside our differences and loving each other sincerely. At the very least he doesn't keep everything from me. I love him, and I pray to Allah every day that we will be united as one in the days to come. I truly believe that he's the right one for me. So do me this one favor and help me figure out a way to let these memories go.  Even if it means having to see you again for one last time just to set things right. Because, I do believe we could have ended thing a little better, in a way that both of us could except that maybe we're not meant to be. What do you suggest? Please, let me know. I need this and I do believe it is what's best for our future. If you read this and understand that I need you for this one last time, Thank You.


p.s. I truly appreciate everything you've done for me for the past five years and more that we've known each other and I sincerely apologize that things could not work out between us. However, you should know that I've always prayed that you were my last because I never intended on feeling the pain I felt from my previous relationship.  But then again, I do believe that Allah has better things planned for us. So thank you, for everything :)

I pity you


I'll be stronger than yesterday


But you still do it anyway


Because, deep deep way deep inside my heart, I still care about you


Apparently you did that.. so I'll act like I don't care


Not my problem


And you blame me for not texting?


Seriously.. Why?


Was I an option?


Sorry, I guess that's you


Prevention is better than cure, right?


Help :( how?


I hoped it wasn't too late :P


Try, try and try to make the best of what you have left


What I know that you don't