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Why bother ?? ... Ohh brother.... Here we go again...

I don't see the point. I don't see why I even bother thinking about you anymore... It's not like you care. Why should I worry about replying you text OR NOT!? Why do I bother thinking about the best sentence to reply your messages with hurting you? WHY? WHY? WHY? Ahhhh... Do you really deserve all this?? Sheish... STOP ! STOP! STOP ! I don't think so, you left me for months, why can't I do the same thing to you for days? ==' . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Help?

Why now?

Just when I thought you've left me for good, you come back . . . . . Why? Why now? Why not NEVER? I'm not mad you for saying what you said, because I realise it's true, SOME of it. But I'm mad at you for leaving me without a reason. For as long as we were together, never once have you ever mentioned his name in front me. The first time you mentioned his name was the day you left me. I don't blame you for deciding to leave me. But why HIM? Why mention his name then? Why not before? When you had so many questions in your head . . . Why keep all those questions to yourself and leave them unanswered? I don't blame you or anyone else except myself. I have no reason to do so. Though, I do question myself sometimes . . . Why didn't I ask you? Why didn't I push you harder? All and all.. it's a little too late now though, DON'T YOU THINK ??? Then...... Why bring it all up again??? Why not leave it where it was months go? Start new and rebuild this friendship we use to have. However, I can't promise you that it will never be as perfect as it was before. Forgiving is forgetting BUT NEVER forgive and forget, as it is a lot easier said than done, trust me I know.

P.s. Good Luck and I wish you all the best in life. Insya-allah maybe we can mend and rebuild this friendship somewhere in the future. Maybe...

Come and Go II

Each and every one of came into
my life and left me in pain, that is what I thought at first. But now, I see
things clearly, what Allah has left for me from all of you. With each goodbye,
you have taught me the lesson of life. I don’t know why I didn’t see it before,
but now I do. It is all THANKS to you, all of you. Each one left me with
different lessons in life. I used to ask myself “why did you leave me?”, so
many question left unanswered. Though now, it’s crystal clear. It may seem like
the most painful thing to go through at first, but all it really is, is
teaching us how to live our lives and how to overcome the challenges in life.
The next time the same situation comes across you, you’ll know how to solve it.
It took me quite sometimes to realise that you left me for a reason weather you
realise it or not, weather it was intentionally or unintentionally. Now, I understand that everything happens for
a reason. You may never be with me in the years to come to walk beside me and
support me. But you have all walked beside me in past and will be walking along
with me with your words of advice that you have left me guiding me through my
life and the lesson of life you have taught me on the day that you left me. All
is done, there is nothing you can do to change what is said and done. I can
honestly say that it still hurts every now and then when I remembered all the
things we did together. It will be hard for me to get my work done, but I have
to choose between dwelling on the past or moving on and making the best of what
life has to offer me. It was never entirely your fault for leaving; it was my
decision to let you go, even when I know it would be hard and painful to forget
each and every one of you. Because you became a part of my life and never once
will I ever deny the fact that you were all once a part of my life. So THANK
YOU with <3 to every single one of you because even if you have left me, you
haven’t left me entirely and I still love all of you ALL OF YOU because each
one counts.