Does deleting someone from your facebook list of friends means your friendship ends right there and then? I don’t think so, unless you block them from you page that puts it in crystal clear form that you don’t them to be a part of your life any longer. Truth be told, even after I removed you from my friend list, I still visit you page every once in a while just to check up on you. Even that is still not enough, because I still care; sometimes I wonder how things are going for you. I have to admit it took me quite sometimes to get back on my own two feet after what we’ve been through. But life is never easy, sometime you need help from the people around you and your assignments to occupy your mind. I’m grateful that there are people out there willing to lend me their hands. However, it doesn’t mean I’ve completely moved on. I haven’t, it’s just that I don’t dwell on it as long as I used to. I used to lie to myself saying that I’ve moved on just so my heart and mind can finally accept the fact that you’re never coming back and that I will never look back to see how great the past was when I, myself, is uncertain about what life has in store for us. The future might better on the other side, you never know. So, I would like to take this chance to tell you that I can slowly learn to accept that we can never be more than friends and I still care about you as much as I used to. There were times when I’d dial your number but never had the guts to press the “call” button because deep down I know that you’ll never pick up. Even so, it’s harder to pretend like you have never existed in my life or this world. But you did, sometimes ago and you still do even when you went missing for that couple of months in my life. I can’t deny the fact when it’s staring at you right in the face. I would also like to thank all my friends and family out there for helping me get through each day, putting up with stubborn behaviour. Thank you so much, I truly appreciate it.
No comments:
Post a Comment