I want to say it, but I can't. I want to write it, but I don't know how to start. I want to tell you, but I can't. I want to see you, but I'm not ready. So I dwell on it for days, keeping it all inside. I want to tell someone about it, but I can't. I would cry all night thinking about it. I would sleep all day hoping it was all just a nightmare, but it's not. I was wrong to do that you, I'm sorry. No, even sorry is not enough. But I don't know what to do anymore. Everything seems so useless. I feel so hopeless. The holidays are just sleepless nights and constant depression during daylight. Haih...
*Desperately need help*
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