Arghh... It’s 3am in the morning and I’m screaming at the top of my lungs in my room. I don’t know what my neighbours would say after hearing me scream, yell and shout in this room with my classmate. I’m just so freaking tired of this design thing. I seriously don’t know what you want and what it is that you dislike in my drawing or should I say design. You’re an artist too, what’s wrong with drawing what you want to see in my drawings rather than saying it through text. Because.. Honestly, I can’t see it. I don’t see what you want and you don’t want. I’m tired too.. but I can’t sleep, not at least until I get something accomplished tonight. I’m sleepy, I haven’t had a decent sleep for a week. I now it’s my fault. Please, help me make this right. I’m trying to satisfy you with all I’ve got. But I can’t if you don’t tell me how. I’m starting to feel that you some grudge against me. Ever since that incident between you and my mum, you seem like you’re holding something against me. The feeling of hatred and disgust runs through your vein every time you see me. I can see it in your eyes. You wouldn’t even look at me when you speak to me, at least not like you used to when we first met as student and teacher. I hate this feeling; I know it’s my fault. But I didn’t mean for it to go this far. I f I could turn back time, I would. I would change everything. I would stop my mum from doing what she did and I would stop myself from telling her what I told her before. If only I had a time machine. Truthfully, you’re my teacher, you’re teaching me all I need to know to further my study in this course and I respect you. But I can’t keep going if you continue to treat me like your enemy. I know I’m at fault and I sincerely apologise for what happened. I truly wish, you’d look at me when you speak to and treat me like any other student. I don’t know what more to do. I’m lost in this matter and I don’t know who to turn to. I used to be able to count on you before, even if we just got to know each other. But now, it’s all wrong and I don’t know who else to go to. Please stop this. I can see it clearly that you hate me. When we talk, I can see that you’re trying to run away from, avoiding me. If so, how will I ever get through this subject that you’re teaching me? I can’t even talk to you without you trying to run away from me and not even want to talk to me. I can see it. I can see most of the time. Please, just this once. Forgive me for something that I’ve done unintentionally. I seriously did not men for things to turn out this way. I just a normal human being who makes mistake and I apologise. Sincerely, I’m sorry, forgive me sir.